Suayyy ><

Is it just a coincidence or am i really tt suay?

seems to be that everyone around me will meet with something really disastrous, be it on a friendship level, a relationship level, family level, ah well. anything. seems like im a walking disaster ><.

ok take bowling for example. im into it for 6 years, ive taken part in many competitions, i have a resonably ncie rev and average scores. but come competition i always screw up. without fail. similarly, the people who end up bowling on my lanes also bowl badly. gives u a bittersweet feeling somehow ><. yes it is kinda like an oxymoron where 2 opposite things just seem to complement each other. like feeling bad for your opponent cuz they bowl badly and it seems only so when they bowl wif you, but yet at the same time giving you hope as you see urself climbing further up the scoresheet.

ahahah well i hope this does not affect me in future or ill end up ummm let see...jobless, divorced, crippled, pennyless, and eventually premature death ><.

bwahahah im suffering from low self esteem rite now ><